All those little moments of those sparks flying around . Was that done on purpose? When you twisted my face and tried to read it when we were jamming to benson boone? When you made me feel your heartbeat after you ran around for badminton ? When you cornered me out to the corners of the parcel shop and said sorry ? When you took my hand to demonstrate other couples walking in the park?

When I accidentally tried to rest my head on you I felt tension between us. A tension that was not created by me but you. 

4 march

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